tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-4959296959881339302024-03-14T05:55:17.780-04:00Jordan Eats Normally NowNo one runs faster than Jordan Eats.DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.comBlogger289125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-69108149245725858702011-12-14T01:03:00.001-04:002023-01-31T16:09:52.858-04:00The Ministry of Lost Souls, Dream Theater, 2007<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">The water's <span style="color: #660000;">Door</span> is where <span style="color: #660000;">Rael</span> waits, lost soul still wandering.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Meant to die, but <span style="color: #660000;">he</span>'s stuck not crossing over.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">The other side is where <span style="color: #660000;">John</span> waits, his spirit reaching out.</span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Meant to save, but <span style="color: #660000;">Rael</span>'s too scared to take his hand.</span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /></span><b><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">"Living in a world without you <span style="color: white;"><i>drowning in the past</i> </span>is living in no world at all.</span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">So now I call on you..."</span></b></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-size: x-small;"><b><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /></b></span><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">"<b>Remember me?</b></span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">I gave you life; you would not take it. Your suffering was all in vain. It's almost over now.</span></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #073763;">Don't turn your back on paradise."</span></span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Feeling scared, <span style="color: #660000;">Rael's</span> prepared to give up everything.</span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #660000;">He</span> can't stand to feel like half of <span style="color: #660000;">him</span> is fading.</span><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /></span><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><span style="color: #660000;">John</span> will choose the only way to rid <span style="color: #660000;">him</span> of <span style="color: #660000;">his</span> pain:</span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Take <span style="color: #660000;">his</span> soul now; the decision has been made.</span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /></span><b><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">"Living in a world without love <i><span style="color: white;">a burden to my soul</span></i> is living in a worthless world.</span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">So I will call on you..."</span></b><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">"<b>Remember me?</b></span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">I gave you life; you would not take it. Your suffering was all in vain. It's almost over...</span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>Remember me?</b></span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">You were so young; how could I tell you?</span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>Remember me?</b></span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>I am the one who saved your life that night.</b></span></span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /></span><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">"I was the one who would not abandon you.</span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Even in death, I was the one who would not leave you.</span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">I used my freedom to protect you and all the while direct you.</span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>Do you remember me this time?</b></span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><i>Even in death I gave you life.</i></span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b><i>I gave you life!</i></b>"</span></span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><b><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">"I wanted to deserve a place, a place beside you.</span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">This time when I reached out my hand, it reached all the way to <span style="color: #660000;">Metropolis</span>."</span></b><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-size: x-small;"><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /></span><span style="color: #073763;"><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">"<b>Remember me?</b></span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">I gave you life; you would not take it. Your suffering was all in vain. It's almost over now.</span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><i>Goodbye, it's almost over now.</i></span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><i><b>Goodbye.</b></i></span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><i><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">"It's time I release you from this life.</span><br style="border-bottom-style: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; border-color: initial; border-image: initial; border-left-style: none; border-left-width: 0px; border-right-style: none; border-right-width: 0px; border-top-style: none; border-top-width: 0px; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font: normal normal normal 16px/normal Verdana, sans-serif; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-top: 0px; padding-bottom: 0px; padding-left: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-top: 0px; text-align: center;" /><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;">Don't turn your back on paradise."</span></i></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #073763;"><i><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><br /></span></i></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: white; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-align: center;"><b>Jordan Eats Normally Now</b></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: white; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small; text-align: center;"><b>http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kjP353H9Fys</b></span></span><br />
<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: white; font-family: Verdana, sans-serif; font-size: x-small; text-align: center;"><b>Written by DJay32 for TheFearMythos2011</b></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com22tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-15306424356417550032011-11-29T02:34:00.002-04:002023-01-31T16:09:32.813-04:00The Light Dies Down on Broadway, Genesis, 1974"As he walks along <span style="color: #660000;">his sanity's</span> edge, <span style="background-color: black;">Rael</span> meets a sense of yesteryear. A <span style="color: #660000;">Door</span> in the <span style="color: #660000;">room amongst</span> his head reveals <span style="color: #660000;">a</span> home amidst the streets.<br />
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<span style="color: #660000;">"Suburban sounds, the sounds of complaint, the smell of petty mundanity on his brain to paint</span> as it carves out anger in a blood-red band, destroyed tomorrow by an <span style="color: #660000;">eldritch</span> hand."<br />
<br />
<b><i>My home.</i></b><br />
<b><i><br /></i></b><br />
Is this the way out from this endless scene or just an entrance to another dream?<br />
<br />
<i>And the light dies down on <span style="color: #660000;">Insanity</span>.</i><br />
<i><br /></i><br />
"But as the <span style="color: #660000;">Doorshine</span> beckons him to leave, he hears a scream from <span style="color: #660000;">impossible beyond</span>. Within the raging <span style="color: #660000;">City</span> writhes the form of Brother <span style="background-color: black;">John</span>. He cries for help."<br />
<br />
<i><b>The gate is fading now but open wide. But <span style="color: white;">Nathan</span> is drowning; I must decide between the freedom I had in the <span style="color: #660000;">chess game</span> or to stay forever in <span style="color: #660000;">Hell the same</span>.</b></i><br />
<br />
"HEY, <span style="background-color: black;">JOHN</span>! He makes for the <span style="color: #660000;">house</span> and the <span style="color: #660000;">Door</span> is gone, back to the void where it came from.<br />
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<i>"And the light dies down on <span style="color: #660000;">Jordan</span>."</i><div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-70233452747704185982011-11-26T01:26:00.002-04:002023-01-31T16:09:22.348-04:00End of rope breaking<span style="color: #660000;">Time</span> has been passing for me normally.<br />
<br />
I've been here in agony for days now. I'm completely alone, and not even the people in my imagination will talk to me. This is torture.<br />
<br />
<span style="color: white;">Not even the people on the walls will talk to me.</span><br />
<span style="color: white;"><br /></span><br />
<span style="color: white;">When <i>is</i> my </span><span style="color: #660000;">time</span><span style="color: white;">, Nathan?</span><div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-51493589179006287892011-11-24T03:09:00.002-04:002023-01-31T16:09:12.519-04:00Closed DoorUtter darkness.<br />
<br />
I still don't know what that noise was when Nathan shut the <b>d</b>oor.<br />
<br />
I still don't know why Nathan said what he said, why Nathan did what he did.<br />
<br />
Utter darkness.<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-68169810408265071862011-11-22T01:50:00.002-04:002023-01-31T16:09:03.819-04:00Video: "Time"<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I heard the footsteps from earlier increase notably, so I turned the camera on and let it run.<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-19102101430564216342011-11-22T00:47:00.002-04:002023-01-31T16:08:54.063-04:00Video: "Lit Vacancy"<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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I said I'd get a video up. For once, we have a door I want to open but remains to budge.<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-48358981085148998692011-11-21T21:34:00.002-04:002023-01-31T16:08:45.495-04:00Lighting ChangeI just got through saying this room is dark, and all of a sudden, the lights flipped on.<br />
<br />
I plan on making a video. Don't know when you'll see it.<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-32513234876751292462011-11-20T18:19:00.002-04:002023-01-31T16:08:26.498-04:00stress tells me safety diedI'm not begging for Nathan anymore.<br />
<br />
<span style="color: white;">I'm begging for the insanity Door.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-57250807790910545422011-11-20T18:15:00.002-04:002023-01-31T16:08:16.917-04:00loopI opened a <b>Door</b> and<div>
it slammed shut behind <span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: white;">me.</span></span></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
This is the same room as before.</div>
<div>
Darkness surrounds<span style="color: white;"> me</span> in more than one way.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
The beast that is not my dad rages and writhes from</div>
<div>
behind the <b>Door</b> in front of <span style="color: white;">me.</span></div>
<div>
<span style="color: white;"><br /></span></div>
<div>
<span style="color: white;">Fear overwhelms me.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-85723583415386886102011-11-20T04:30:00.002-04:002023-01-31T16:08:08.510-04:00Out of a window and into a roomThe door opened and I could hear his voice coming closer with every <i style="font-weight: bold;">stomp</i>.<br />
<br />
Then the window behind me opened and I jumped out and prayed I would not die.<br />
<br />
I landed on a carpet in another dark room.<br />
<br />
I'm not sure where I am right now. Again. It's just dark room after dark room, no exit in sight.<br />
<br />
I'm not even sure if this building makes any logical sense.<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-72686847865437304712011-11-20T03:46:00.002-04:002023-01-31T16:07:59.954-04:00feels bloodIt rained deep inside this room<br />
<br />
and all light began to cease.<br />
<br />
The darkness panged every scruple of my youth<br />
<br />
and my heart began to crease.<br />
<br />
I find I cannot die much more inside<br />
<br />
without risking losing the outside.<br />
<br />
Why can I not say my problems here<br />
<br />
without risking losing sanity within?<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-5317731521877375732011-11-15T03:43:00.001-04:002023-01-31T16:07:51.287-04:00the beast that was not my dadI heard footsteps<br />
<br />
and then the beast came out of the locked door.<br />
<br />
He looked like my father but he was a foreign entity entirely.<br />
<br />
The facade disappeared and all that was left<br />
<br />
was the inkling of a fear.<br />
<br />
The hour of torture passed and all that was left<br />
<br />
was the begging of a tear.<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-32035855369666678372011-11-13T06:06:00.002-04:002023-01-31T16:07:39.602-04:00ALERTWHERE THE HELL AM I NOW.<br />
<br />
It's dark in here.<br />
And cold.<br />
<br />
There's a door that won't open, a lightswitch that doesn't work, and a window that doesn't show much.<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-31767035463637889082011-11-06T04:49:00.003-04:002023-01-31T16:07:27.488-04:00UnsureThe internet finally works again. It's been a good few days (well, it's felt like that) since my last post, and now I can post again.<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
Sam left and I followed her upstairs. She led me to what used to be my room when this house was still <i>sane</i>. In that room, I found a flood of stuff I didn't recognize. As if someone else had been staying there.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
I've been looking around for a while. Sleeping a lot, as well.</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
If I try to open the front door to leave the house, I find it no longer opens.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-87693905231887804842011-11-02T21:53:00.002-04:002023-01-31T16:07:18.871-04:00uneasy<br />
uncomfortable<br />
under my issues<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-40578664565825752952011-10-24T02:16:00.003-04:002023-01-31T16:07:07.334-04:00The Slow Progression of<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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The laptop hasn't been working all day. I got it fixed. The day took its <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">time.</span> Looks like something else did too.<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-45819446198404019822011-10-17T22:54:00.001-04:002023-01-31T16:06:51.848-04:00Walking into a certain state of<br />
<i>walking into a certain</i><br />
Walking into a certain state of<br />
<i>certain walking state</i><br />
Walking into a certain state of<br />
<i>state of walking of</i><br />
Walking into<br />
<i>suffocation</i><div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-43977332858977337212011-10-09T22:43:00.001-04:002023-01-31T16:06:43.109-04:00Bed HairThere's an ending in sight, but it's coming both too slowly and too quickly at the same <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">time.</span><br />
<br />
I'm sorry for not blogging. This was my own fault this <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">time.</span><br />
<br />
I've been afraid. I've been sleeping. I'm told I scream in my sleep.<br />
<br />
I'm told I say "No, please stop."<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-18029022544260166302011-09-30T02:24:00.001-04:002023-01-31T16:06:34.569-04:00Stagnation<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">Time</span> passes strangely.<br />
<br />
Music can be heard around me.<br />
<br />
I hear <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: purple;">progressions</span> more complex than anything I'd ever even considered before.<br />
<br />
I don't know how much longer this will last, but I want it never to end.<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-76747850550350233932011-09-29T00:39:00.002-04:002023-01-31T16:06:25.604-04:00nightmare panicI had a vivid dream of being unwanted, of being stuck with my dad's fucking fdsfdsabusefsdgjfhggef. And never being able to get out.<div><br />
</div><div>I had a vivid dream that this was all behind a Door.</div><div><br />
</div><div>I had a vivid dream that this Door was coming for me.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-37708800608909664482011-09-28T02:34:00.001-04:002023-01-31T16:06:13.635-04:00Darkness surrounds meThe calendar says it's the 2<b>8</b>th. 24 hours ago, it said it was the 27th. This might mean <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">time</span> is progressing normally for me again.<br />
<br />
It's <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">still</span> dark outside. It's <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">always </span>dark outside. It's <span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">never gonna stop being</span> dark outside.<br />
<br />
There were people in the video. I didn't see them when recording. I heard the noises, but that's it.<br />
<br />
I'm gonna get some sleep, and then I'm gonna look around the neighborhood.<br />
<br />
<span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: white;">I hope I can run fast enough.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-28139031436068611112011-09-27T03:11:00.003-04:002023-01-31T16:06:00.195-04:00Webcam: "Been hearing voices"<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/WTiGfeBK5Xk?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br />
</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I've been hearing voices, so I started recording. What I got was a little surprising.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-51556631745646603322011-09-27T02:42:00.001-04:002023-01-31T16:05:47.596-04:00message<span style="color: white;">5% of you want me to go away. I completely agree with you.</span><span style="color: red;"> </span>I'd be<span style="color: red;"> </span><span style="color: white;">better off dead.</span><br />
<span style="color: white;"><br />
</span><br />
<span style="color: white;">You fucking assholes.</span><br />
<span style="color: white;"><br />
</span><br />
<span style="color: white;">Welcome to cockroach country, this is my</span><span style="color: red;"> </span>home now.<span style="color: red;"> </span><span style="color: white;">And all</span><span style="color: red;"> </span>you<span style="color: red;"> </span><span style="color: white;">can</span><span style="color: red;"> </span>think of<span style="color: white;"> is</span><span style="color: red;"> </span>telling me to go away.<br />
<span style="color: red;"><br />
</span><br />
<span style="color: white;">Maybe we'd</span><span style="color: red;"> </span><i>all</i><span style="color: white;"> be</span><span style="color: red;"> </span>better<span style="color: red;"> </span><span style="color: white;">off dead.</span><br />
<span style="color: white;"><br />
</span><br />
<span style="color: white;">Maybe I'd be better off</span>, dad.<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-69897001295215405492011-09-27T02:26:00.001-04:002023-01-31T16:05:28.429-04:00But where is the garden of Eden?It's dark, the light is on and it's still dark.<br />
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There's a surprising lack of <b>d</b>oors in this house. I've looked around, and anywhere I saw a <b>d</b>oor, I'd blink and it'd just.. be gone.<span style="color: white;"> I'm beginning to think I might be legitimately insane.</span><br />
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Whenever I stand in the hallway seen in my video, I can hear much movement all around. If I look down the hall, I can always see figures moving behind a door. <span style="color: white;">Maybe shadows.</span><br />
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<span style="color: white;">Time</span> doesn't move that fast here, and yet it seems to pass quicker than lightning. I feel ageless as the walls rot around me.<br />
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I went up the stairs and found myself exhausted before reaching the top. I heard more noises, felt more darkness, and then I retreated down here.<br />
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Now I can hear nothing but footsteps and vague scuttering.<br />
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The laptop's time reads <b>August 5th</b>, <b>5</b>:0<b>8</b> AM.<br />
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I'm losing track of <span style="color: white;">time</span>, and I feel a new sense of elation.<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-495929695988133930.post-32781871965354255202011-09-26T02:33:00.001-04:002023-01-31T16:05:15.864-04:00Webcam: "Update in place"<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.youtube.com/embed/BzFqLNtQ5gg?feature=player_embedded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div>This laptop has a webcam, but the program for it was buried pretty deep. Found it, now using it.<div class="blogger-post-footer">This entry has the DJ seal of blogification!</div>DJay32http://www.blogger.com/profile/04821088052287901086noreply@blogger.com1